Well, hello 60.
Cue the Hairspray music, “Welcome to the 60’s.”
Yes, I’m 60 years old.
Doug planned a little party for me and announced in the invitation that “Her age has finally caught up to her era.”
My age now represents my era of hippies, women’s lib, The Beatles, peace, flower power, countercultural activities, revolution, and protests against social norms.
So for my 60th birthday, I had a little countercultural, revolutionary experience of my own.
Call it an epiphany — like a little firework that went off in my head and illuminated something simple, but inspiring for me.
It happened a few weeks before my birthday at an LDS Public Affairs Women’s Outreach Team event in the Relief Society Building on Temple Square in downtown Salt Lake City.
I was listening to some remarkable women talk about the good, charitable things they are doing to make the world a better place.
I looked around the historic room in the Relief Society Building at the portraits on the wall of the past LDS Church Relief Society Presidents, and was surprised at the emotion that swept over me.
For those not a member of my faith, the Relief Society is the women’s organization of the Mormon church — the largest women’s organization in the world. Its purpose is to strengthen faith in homes and families and to relieve the suffering of those in need.
I feel deeply proud to be part of an organization with such a noble purpose.
And for a brief, beautiful moment in that Relief Society room, I felt apart from the world around me — separated from the news of hurricanes, political unrest and acrimony in the world.
I felt wrapped in something warm, uplifting, and powerful.
I looked around the room and saw a group of strong, compassionate, remarkable women — most of them working or volunteering for nonprofit associations that benefit other women, and I was struck by the immense value they add to the world.
I wondered if I was worthy to be in that room.
I listened to Sharon Eubank, the new first counselor in the general Presidency of the Relief Society, and the director of LDS Charities, a humanitarian organization that provides generous assistance to millions of people around the world.
Am I that dedicated? I wondered.
I certainly don’t have her large sphere of influence.
But, then the thought came to me — concentrate on your own sphere of influence.
During the brief few hours I spent in that beautiful and historic Relief Society building, I felt uplifted and strengthened by the women around me and had a profound “countercultural” experience.
A simple message floated into my mind that said, “Be Like Them.”
I looked around the room at the portraits of past presidents, and into the faces of so many remarkable women I admire, and thought, “Yes, I want to be like them.”
I think the reason this epiphany hit me so powerfully was that I was … brace yourself … somehow, without even realizing it, comparing myself to other women and feeling like I should step up my game to be more like them.
I’m ashamed to say, I was thinking about their beauty, their clothes, their careers, their brilliance, their vacations, and even their beautifully decorated Halloween porches.
I didn’t even realize I was doing it until I felt that nudge to try to rise above those types of comparisons and strive to become more like the women in that room.
That little voice basically schooled me, saying, “Hey, you’re capable of so much more. Why are you envying the woman with gold spray painted pumpkins on her porch?”
The message was so clear: Set your sights higher.
To me, that meant strive to be a quality woman, a woman of true faith and real substance.
It meant be more serene, accept yourself and your life and be happy; settle into yourself, embrace your role and find your own beautiful obsessions, which aren’t found in your closet or in the mirror or in the finest craft or furniture stores.
These qualities — serenity, acceptance, increased faith, contentment — aren’t found in having more things like gold pumpkins on my porch.
I’m hoping this new insight will last, that it will be etched in my psyche because aspiring to be a better person from the inside out actually seems within my reach.
It also brings more peace into my life than say, wanting to be taller, which would in turn make me thinner, which, unfortunately is not going to happen in this life.
Patricia Holland, one of my favorite inspirational speakers, said, “I believe that as women we are becoming so concerned about having perfect figures, or straight A’s, or professional status, or even absolute motherly success, that we are being torn from our true selves. We often worry so much about pleasing and performing for others that we lose our own uniqueness, that full and relaxed acceptance of ourselves as a person of worth and individuality. Too many women watch helplessly as their lives unravel from the core that centers and sustains them. Too many are like a ship at sea without sail or rudder, tossed to and fro… until more and more of us are genuinely, rail-grabbingly seasick.”
The solution to this seasickness she says is finding “the steady footing and the stilling of the soul—by turning away from the fragmentation of physical preoccupations … and returning instead to the wholeness of our soul.”
Now, that feels countercultural — focusing on the wholeness of the soul instead of frantically obsessing over keeping up with everyone around me.
This is my welcome to the 60s.
If I can focus on improving the wholeness of my soul, the 60s might feel pretty darn good to me.
3 thoughts on “Welcome to the 60s”
You already have all the qualities you find in all those women.
You have always had them. I think they were looking at you for guidance in that room. Fondly, Greg
Love this!!! Agree with Greg.
Oh you are amazing dear friend! Perfect words for me to read this morning- thank you !